Made it to the 27th!

Well we made it to the 27th! I know you are wondering how we did well, here goes. Larry my Saint of a Husband kept me busy. This is the very first Christmas that I have ever spent without Kids or any family.So I am patting myself on the back for surviving till now. We did get just one kiddo back today due to her having a "Social Life". I guess Chesleigh almost being 16 is entilled to have one. We hope to get all the kiddos back on the 31st but for some reason in the pit of my stomach it feels like it won't happen, so we shall see.

The stress of the past 8 weeks has really taken a hard toll on my mind,body and spirit. Mind wise Larry takes care of by keeping me busy and his ever so up beat attitude. Body is really suffered by gaining at least 10 pounds and that really sucks!!!! Spirit is in 2 ways been affected, I sometimes miss the bubbly person I was back then those long  ago days 8 weeks before the day my life changed forever. And the one thing that I loved was going to Church and now when we go all I can do is cry. Sad but true.


I hope all that read had a wonderful Christmas and will have a wonderful New year!! Keep us posted so I don't get bored!!!

Well it has been a very interesting 3 weeks. Not sure if the bad part is over yet, time will tell. Never in a million years would I have ever dreamed that my own child would try something so dangerous to himself and to put his family and friends in such a state of confusion. I am the first to admit that I may have not been the best mom, but once upon a time I could and would have said that the only thing that I do best is being a mom. Some how along the way I messed up Logan along with his lifestyle choice and lack of God in his life did not help. If you read this please pray that he can make it to Jan without tying that again. I cannot bear to imagine our lives without him in it. I always thought it would get easier when they grew up, but I would much rather have my little on back so I can fix all his problems.

Loving Life

Well now that football is over we can get a little bit done around here! Like family dinner and a clean house for starters!!! I am off tomorrow and plan on being a cleaning machine!! Hope to get the kids in gear to help but I won't hold my breath!!!

Me+ Diet= zero lbs down!!

So frustrated!! I have no will power!!! The problem is not the food it is just eating enough. It is so easy to just not eat! Old bad habit!! I have learned to not listen to my body. Walking would be so nice but it is 95 degrees even in the evening. On a budget so a gym is not an option. The stress of all that is going on here, I would love to find a yoga class. Excuses, Excuses!!! To top it all I somehow hurt my back and cannot move!!! Satan is testing me and I am failing!!! Ok so to plan B nope no crying!!! Back to plan A get off my hinney and do it!! Ok here we go again!!!

No gluten, no carbs!! OH MY!! Here we go! Wish me luck!

Here it is!

Ok so today is June 1st and I am so not into this!! I need will power! I have none!!! Ok so here it is and well I guess I have no option but to get moving!!! Wish us luck!!!

June 1st!

Ok so I have not taken to this Gluten free Crap!! Well, my body says something else!! So sick of being sick!!! So this is the last weekend of allergic reactions to food!! June 1st is the day!!! Wish me luck!! I am so set in my ways and on a budget!! I pray I can do it!!

They Grow up so Fast!!

She is growing up so fast!! She looks just like me at this age. So proud of her!!