Made it to the 27th!

Well we made it to the 27th! I know you are wondering how we did well, here goes. Larry my Saint of a Husband kept me busy. This is the very first Christmas that I have ever spent without Kids or any family.So I am patting myself on the back for surviving till now. We did get just one kiddo back today due to her having a "Social Life". I guess Chesleigh almost being 16 is entilled to have one. We hope to get all the kiddos back on the 31st but for some reason in the pit of my stomach it feels like it won't happen, so we shall see.

The stress of the past 8 weeks has really taken a hard toll on my mind,body and spirit. Mind wise Larry takes care of by keeping me busy and his ever so up beat attitude. Body is really suffered by gaining at least 10 pounds and that really sucks!!!! Spirit is in 2 ways been affected, I sometimes miss the bubbly person I was back then those long  ago days 8 weeks before the day my life changed forever. And the one thing that I loved was going to Church and now when we go all I can do is cry. Sad but true.


I hope all that read had a wonderful Christmas and will have a wonderful New year!! Keep us posted so I don't get bored!!!

Well it has been a very interesting 3 weeks. Not sure if the bad part is over yet, time will tell. Never in a million years would I have ever dreamed that my own child would try something so dangerous to himself and to put his family and friends in such a state of confusion. I am the first to admit that I may have not been the best mom, but once upon a time I could and would have said that the only thing that I do best is being a mom. Some how along the way I messed up Logan along with his lifestyle choice and lack of God in his life did not help. If you read this please pray that he can make it to Jan without tying that again. I cannot bear to imagine our lives without him in it. I always thought it would get easier when they grew up, but I would much rather have my little on back so I can fix all his problems.